Lily Phillips has revealed the real reason she broke down in tears after bedding 100 men in one day last year.
The OnlyFans star, 23, from Derbyshire, was seen visibly upset after the grueling sexcapade which she filmed in October to create content for her adult page, and also chronicled the experience for the Goon Squad Productions YouTube documentary, I Slept With 100 Men in One Day.
While she had publicly portrayed the stunt in a positive light, the documentary revealed that Lily was an emotional wreck behind the scenes.
At the time the adult star insisted she was simply worried that the men hadn’t enjoyed themselves – but now admits she was ill-prepared for the emotional toll it had on her.
Lily revealed she planned the controversial stunt poorly and gave each man too much time with her which she found ‘exhausting’.
Speaking to The Sun’s Fabulous, she said: ‘I’d done something like 37 (men) before so I thought let’s try and push myself to the limit a little bit.
‘It took so much longer than I thought, it was so much more exhausting than I thought. And I just hadn’t prepared myself properly for it.
‘The way that I did it, I think that’s what had that kind of (emotional) effect on me. Like giving every guy five minutes, you know, having a chat with all the guys.’
Lily said the day was ‘very intense’ and she was left feeling ‘exhausted and upset’ by the end of it, however she insisted that she is in no way traumatised by the stunt.
The porn star revealed that she is frustrated to be ‘known for crying’ because she enjoys her work.
Lily claimed that after bursting into tears people have presumed she was ‘forced’ into the stunt or had been abused in some way but she reassured her fans that is not the case.
While she had publicly portrayed the stunt in a positive light, the documentary revealed some of the nauseating downsides to filming extreme sexual endeavours for content.
In one clip from the documentary, Lily could be seen sobbing as she told host Josh Pieters: ‘Sometimes you just disassociate… it’s not like normal sex at all.’
‘In my head I can think of five, six guys, 10 guys that I remember. And that’s it. It’s just weird, isn’t it? If I didn’t have the videos I wouldn’t have known that I’d done a hundred.’
Lily’s shock confession prompted over 900 people to share their bewilderment, with many urging the OnlyFans star to seek ‘mental help.’
One person wrote, ‘This can’t be real,’ while another said, ‘She needs help. Serious mental health help.’
Others were left feeling queasy, as one wrote: ‘I think i just threw up in my mouth.’
Another commented: ‘I just can’t…. even looking at her now turns my stomach a bit.’
Meanwhile, a number of people shared concerns about Lily seemingly failing to prioritise sexual health during her romps.
One baffled viewer wrote, ‘Wait? Did she not test the men???’
Another responded: ‘They said in the documentary “men with tests take priority” but end up letting a bunch of randoms with no test proof in because a bunch of guys cancelled the day of.’
A third wrote: ‘That pretty much sums it all up, she hasn’t put any thought into any of her choices.’
During the interview Lily also admitted that she felt ‘robotic’ during the act, on top of being racked with guilt that she wasn’t giving all the men the experience that they wanted.
‘I guess when you’ve promised something to people who support you it’s kinda hard to let them down,’ she said through tears.
Lily has issued a warning to young girls planning to follow in her footsteps.
‘It’s not for the weak girls, if I’m honest. It was hard. I don’t know if I’d recommend it. It’s a different feeling. It’s just one in one out, it feels intense,’ she said.
Despite her poor experience bedding 100 men, Lily was determined to raise the bar by sleeping with 1000 men in 24 hours but later ditched the bid after rival adult performer Bonnie Blue pipped her to it.
The eye-watering encounter was due to be filmed and livestreamed via Lily’s OnlyFans page for her 36,000 subscribers to enjoy.
The disturbing stunt was derailed when Blue claimed to have slept with 1,057 men in just 12 hours on January 11.
It comes after Lily boasted on social media about completing her latest OnlyFans stunt – and it’s left some viewers horrified.
The porn actress has now embarked on another sexual stunt – this time with 50 men.
After the extreme challenge was complete, she shared footage on Instagram and TikTok of a line of men waiting to be involved, some of whom were not wearing masks.
In the clip, she talks through getting ready for the escapade, noting that she had to get her hair and make-up done before making extra social media content with the men.
She then steps outside, where a line of men are waiting.
The behind-the-scenes clip has been viewed almost 600,000 times, with hundreds of comments questioning Lily for the stunt.
One person dubbed the porn shoot ‘tragic’, while another said simply: ‘Sickening.’
Another viewer said: ‘As a mum to two girls I would be utterly heartbroken.’
‘You poor woman, heart breaks for you,’ said a third person.
Earlier this month, Lily revealed she is now bedding elderly men as part of her latest OnlyFans stunt.
The 23-year-old recently hit up an American nursing home to meet one of her oldest fans – 82-year-old Steve.
Donning nothing more than a miniskirt and a cardigan that showed off her cleavage, a beaming Lily posed for a selfie with the overjoyed geriatric, who used a walking frame to balance himself for the photo.
In a video shared to TikTok, Lily boasted about not only showing Steve ‘a good time,’ but also two of his elderly friends too.
‘When I said I don’t mind guys any age, any size, I really meant it,’ she purred in another video.
Lily first announced her plan to seek out mature men last week on TikTok, explaining that she’d ‘love to do some charity work and begging men ’60 and above’ to get in touch with her.
The adult performer, who controversially slept with 100 men in one night, said that she was looking to bed her ‘oldest fan’ and encouraged men in their 60s and 70s to message her.
‘I would love to do some charity work while I’m here so anyone in a care home, hit me up. I let anyone have a go – even including guys that could be my grandad or my little brother,’ she said in a cluster of clips posted to social media.
Lily recently told E! news that she’s become a multimillionaire thanks to her jaw-dropping sex stunts on OnlyFans.
‘For me, there’s no amount of money that would make me stop. There’s no goal,’ she explained.
‘I’m doing it for the love of the game. I just really enjoy it. I’m very used to sleeping with a lot of guys. I did this as a hobby before I did it for work, so it’s not that outrageous to me.’
Lily’s decision to go after geezers received a mixed reaction online, with one person writing, ‘Omg. No Van Cleef bracelet is worth THAT.’
Another added, ‘She genuinely does it for the love of the game… Just has to be.’
A third wrote, ‘We need more women like you! You go put a smile on those old boys faces!’
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